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Chaos theory sucks
Tuesday, June 03, 2008 4:22 AM

Don't you hate it when you plan to do something, try to do it, but for dumb ass technical reasons and limitations on the site you're trying to use you can't. Yet you can't elaborate on what that is or what happened, or rant about it at great lengths, for obvious secretive reasons?

I find that I'm censoring myself. Like when I'm in the process of cussing out something and my son walks in, so I have to hold my tongue and in the process sound like a complete blithering idiot.

"Damn that.... they don't... those damned... want... I... if only they'd... GAAAH!!!"

Of course, after the initial wave of frustration washes away, it becomes a challenge, a quest.

On a semi-related note, I hate not being in control of everything. I keep making analogies to hand grenades in this blog; sometimes it feels like that. You pull the pin and toss it, and hope that the grenade goes off in the right spot at the right time, praying that it isn't a dud, or blows up in your hand, or takes out a city block. So you sit, patiently, watching the grenade sail in a graceful arc, as if watching some cutting room floor bullet-time scene from The Matrix, crossing your fingers that it will do what you intended to. I mean, you know the grenade will detonate (or hope it will, anyway, 'cause the alternative is unthinkable), but if it takes longer than you expected you start to worry if it is in fact a dud.

Next time I'll use something bigger. Screw the city block... it's not like it's MY city block, right?

Oh... and... new mood music! -->

Posted by David "Nighthawk" Flor on Tuesday, June 03, 2008 4:22 AM

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Posted by Amras on Tuesday, June 03, 2008 2:06 PM

yeah its a real partypooper when thins doenst happen as you expect

and i liked the other moodmusic better wiched i wrote the artist down -_-

but anyway lets hope of this moment all will go as plan

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